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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Love Hurts!

This is a Hindi/Urdu poem i wrote in 3 versions of Hindi, English and Urdu. Please excuse any spelling mistakes.



English:-


Aisa bhi kya keh diya hamne?
aisi kya ho gayi khata?
Mere shabdo ko bhi mil gayi
begunahi ki sazaa.


Dil se jaate nahi
Sapno mein aate nahi
Har sans mein base hain
Tanhai ke nishaan.


Har aah mein chupa hai
bas mera dard.
Isse toh kahi behtar hoti
kaanto ki dagar.


Na tum ho
Na hi tumhari chah
Tumhe toh kya hi hoga
Mere wajood ka bhi ehsaas.


Raatein bheeg gayi
mere aansoonoan mein
Shabnam jal gayi
Tumhari raah mein.


Mila kya mujhe
iss pyaar mein?
Dil toh gaya hi
Jaan bhi na rahi ab mujhme.


Hindi:-



ऐसा भी क्या कह दिया हमने
ऐसी क्या हो गयी ख़ता
मेरे शब्दों को भी मिल गयी
बेगुनाही की सज़ा।


दिल से जाते नही
सपनो में आते नही
हर सांस में बसे हैं
तन्हाई के निशाँ।


हर आह मे छिपा है
बस मेरा ददॅ।
इस से तो कही बेहतर होती
काटों की डगर।


ना तुम हो
ना ही तुम्हारी चाह
तुम्हे तो क्या ही होगा
मेरे वजूद का भी एहसास।


रातें भीग गयी
मेरे आसुँओं में
शबनम जल गयी
तुम्हारी राह में।


मिला क्या मुझे
इस प्यार में
दिल तो गया ही
जान भी न रही अब मुझ में।।



Urdu:-

ایسا بھی کیا کہ دیا ہم نے
ایسی کیا ہو گئی خطا
بے گناہی کی سزا


دل سے جاتے نہیں
سپنوں میں آتے نہیں
ہر سانس میں بسے ہیں
تنہائی کے نشان


ہر اہ میں چھپا ہے
بس میرا درد
اس سے تو کہیں بہتر ہوتا
کانٹوں کی دگر


نہ تم ہو
نہ ہی تماری چہ
تمھیں تو کیا ہے ہوگا
مرے  وجود کا احساس


راتیں بھیگ گی
میرے آنسوؤں میں
شبنم جل جائے
تمہاری راہ میں


ملا کیا مجھے
اس پیار میں
دل تو گیا ہی
جان بھی نہ رہی اب مجھ میں


Saturday, December 19, 2009

Have you Ever...


Have you ever been in a haze...

Where words disappear
Before forming an image?

Where love smears a lover
With gore of blood and pain?

Where everything is a joke
And the punchline is your name?

Where your trust is a toy
And breaking it is a game?

Where tears are your companion
And friends have no more shame?

Where everything is a mystery
And faith is unattained?

When all you have is questions
That you try to answer in vain?

I guess I am not the only one.
Then why do I feel so amazed?

Life's a bitch for everyone.
I just have no umbrella in the winter rain...

When They Hurt!




Resurrecting broken walls
Of sheltered heart
And protected joy,
You came to my life
And went away
In the blink of an eye.


Linking pearls
Of lost wisdom
You formed a shackle
Of bitter-sweet relations.
Then turned around
To fly away in the blue sky.


Lifting wings
of a fallen angel.
You painted them
In shades of pure passion
Then left her wanting
To disappear in the thick fog of dismay.


What you achieved
You might as well say.
You got nothing to lose
And i got nothing to gain.
My love was a temple of adoration
Why did you think it a child's play?

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Part Of Me!





Your lips speak of my heart
Your eyes talk of my dreams
Your face oozes a warmth
That takes the breath out of me.


The stories of my childhood
Are lost in your hair.
My pain and my sorrows
Are whispered in your ears.


Your soul reaches out to my soul
My body beats with your heart
Your thoughts are mirrored in my thoughts
Don't know where you end, where i start.




An old poem i found in my dairy.*

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Why Me?


Oh how I hate to be me.
That's the one person I don't want to be.
If I could,
I'd lock my heart with a key.

The heart that beats for others.
The beat that no one hears.
The sound that tears
Tears because no one seem to care.

The care I give in abundance
And people can feel the dependence.
When will I gain independence?
I wish I had more sense.

You give me 100, I give 120
You call me a friend
And I show you how to be.
Is there someone out there for me?

Oh well, I couldn't be anyone else
Even if I wanted to be.
There's no one better out there.
No one better than me!

Monday, November 16, 2009

All I Desire!




I am scared of the moonless night
Frightened of the cloudy skies.
I don't want no shocks, only surprise.
I need a surety in my life.


I wanna wake up to the world.
I like peace, no stupid wars.
The universe is a place for love.
Have fights ever solved a wrong?


I don't like to see anyone cry.
Can hurt myself but won't let you die.
I love kids, rainbows and butterflies.
Would pray and serve for thy.


I am strong but feel insecure
At times of distress and discomfort.
I don't need a master, only an equal.
To be by my side forever!


I am scared of the moonless night
Frightened of the cloudy skies.
I don't want no shocks, only surprise.
I need a surety in my life!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Faking It!




Well I've held-up a lot.
Robbing you off your heart.
I know it is all my fault.
I should've said no before the time passed.


All i wanted was to be loved.
Dancing under the moon,
Being courted and enamored.
The intoxication came with a big cost.


I let you trust me
Let you hold my arm.
But My heart was never with you
Its still here, where it belonged.


I am a mean, wretched wench
To break it to you all.
The only reason i was with you
Is that i felt insecure and alone.


So now i've set you free.
Free to fly away from my little world.
You deserve the love that you gave me
And hope you could ever forgive my farce!