The Separation!

I can count down the days on my fingers.

Down to each hour we spent apart.

Each teardrop wasted in your name.

Every letter I wrote and torn.

Six winters without your cuddles

Six summers without your laugh

Six storms without your shoulder

Six years of broken heart.

I don't recall an angry argument.

Or issue unresolved.

No fights or quarrels or abuses

That we hurled across.

Six winters worth of tears

Six summers in the dark.

Six storms tormenting inside

Don't know how long it will last.

No Ordinary Love!

Nobody looks at me like you do

Well I am just a pretty average

Girl about town.

No smarty-pants no spelling bee no Superman.

But you act like

I could beat Einstein.

Never a head turns when I walk past

But seems like you got your eyes

just for me.

I am not unique, different or better

But being with you

makes me feel special inside.

You're mine mine mine mine.

And I can never leave you behind.

I'm all yours and you're my sunshine.

Empty Inside!

Craving for sex was easily overcome

But no one to fill the empty bed beside me.

So cold, so empty so strangely unnerving

Its hard to settle back into reality.

Loneliness corrupting the weakened roots

Its hard to stand back on my two feet

Those simple gestures, acts and moments.

Nothingness has now found a new meaning.

I used to dream of isolated wanderings

Sure should have asked for gold

If only i knew my hopes and wishes

were to be fulfilled so soon.

Those flirts, those hugs, those kisses, those words

My coy smiles, your nervous advances

Your securing arm over my shoulders.

I miss that more than i could ever have thought of.