Why Me?

Oh how I hate to be me.

That's the one person I don't want to be.

If I could,

I'd lock my heart with a key.

The heart that beats for others.

The beat that no one hears.

The sound that tears

Tears because no one seem to care.

The care I give in abundance

And people can feel the dependence.

When will I gain independence?

I wish I had more sense.

You give me 100, I give 120

You call me a friend

And I show you how to be.

Is there someone out there for me?

Oh well, I couldn't be anyone else

Even if I wanted to be.

There's no one better out there.

No one better than me!

All I Desire!

I am scared of the moonless night

Frightened of the cloudy skies.

I don't want no shocks, only surprise.

I need a surety in my life.

I wanna wake up to the world.

I like peace, no stupid wars.

The universe is a place for love.

Have fights ever solved a wrong?

I don't like to see anyone cry.

Can hurt myself but won't let you die.

I love kids, rainbows and butterflies.

Would pray and serve for thy.

I am strong but feel insecure

At times of distress and discomfort.

I don't need a master, only an equal.

To be by my side forever!

I am scared of the moonless night

Frightened of the cloudy skies.

I don't want no shocks, only surprise.

I need a surety in my life!

Faking It!

Well I've held-up a lot.

Robbing you off your heart.

I know it is all my fault.

I should've said no before the time passed.

All i wanted was to be loved.

Dancing under the moon,

Being courted and enamored.

The intoxication came with a big cost.

I let you trust me

Let you hold my arm.

But My heart was never with you

Its still here, where it belonged.

I am a mean, wretched wench

To break it to you all.

The only reason i was with you

Is that i felt insecure and alone.

So now i've set you free.

Free to fly away from my little world.

You deserve the love that you gave me

And hope you could ever forgive my farce!