Have you Ever...

Have you ever been in a haze...

Where words disappear

Before forming an image?

Where love smears a lover

With gore of blood and pain?

Where everything is a joke

And the punchline is your name?

Where your trust is a toy

And breaking it is a game?

Where tears are your companion

And friends have no more shame?

Where everything is a mystery

And faith is unattained?

When all you have is questions

That you try to answer in vain?

I guess I am not the only one.

Then why do I feel so amazed?

Life's a bitch for everyone.

I just have no umbrella in the winter rain...